Baptism

Well the thing is, i'm kind of struggling to take the courage to get baptised. There are many reasons urging me forwards and many backwards. The thing is to many people will think bits of my story will seem wierd, unusual and freaky and i probably would aswell if I had never gone through it. No one really knows the extent of it. None knows what i'm talking about, people know bits of the story, but its hard to get ur head around, i dont wan't everyone to think im a freak.