Boys are very confusing

Boys are such a heartache. I'm really sick of playing the love/hate game with kieran. I can see every single thing i hate about him, mostly I hate how he brings you down with him, but despite this i still like him a little more then friends, mainly because our relationship is close enough to the relationship i'd like between a boyfriend. It makes it harder that my family actually like him and trust him and how he always writes bulletins about me. But he hurt me bad, i've moved on even if it doesn't seem like it, he can get over everything, all i want is for him to love me like a friend. Make sure i never go out with this guy. I know that if he is actually serious about committing suicide everything in my life will change, he knows every single thing about me i love him as a close friend. Josh Robinson I hate you with a passion! You played me, your a scum, as horrible as it sounds I hope your ball sucks so bad. Why do all the horrible, non- decent guys ask me out, all I wan't is a decent guy to ask me out, a christiaan boy or one who respects my beliefs is great, i'll see what happens.