Future Plans

In a few years time I would like to look at my future plans, and see what has changed and what hasn't..... So here are the most important ones!

2010- Graduate Highschool ( rotto& busselton leavers)
2011- Become a leader or be in band for mounties
2011- P's/ Buy second hand Rav4
2011- Curtin University, studying nursing/midwifery
2012(jan/feb)- Go to England by myself(meet relatives), meet up with a friend to explore
2015- Finsih Uni-Big 21st Party
2016-Move out with some friends
2016- Work as midwife at hospital
2020- Hopefully already be married with 1 child

Everything seems to be fine as usual! Anywaysss um I'd just like to say I cannot deal with Up- themself people. Every now and then is fine, but if you constantly do it, I won't stick around.
All they do is put you down and brag about themself its the most annoying thing in the world.

I have recently noticed that things that seem like they will be permenant at the time, never ending, have to end at some stage. But although you have other ideas and plans yourself, it just doesnt seem fair that in a few years everything is going to be turned upside down. I guess when it happens you tend not to notice as much, but the possibilities are way worse. You can't imagine life without certain people, but then you know other people will also become a part of your life.

Things are changing way to fast, but I will adjust, I have to, It's the way it roles baby!

My saviour

You know that time when things just seem to pass you by and you feel all alone, even though you have everything, but you can't help to look into the future? You wonder where your going to be in a few years, the way the family is going. You realise you have just over a year of school left and you'll have to start all over. Your good friend plans to move away and you wonder what life is going to be like without them. You deny it! but there is always doubt and that kills you. Friends dont seem as close even though they are. You feel like your searching! Your out of your comfort zone, but you have so many things going on to keep yourself occupied. In the end though you know everything is ok, you've just had a late night and tomorrow is always better:), life continues and Jesus is still my saviour. So you wait it out! and in the end everything is fine.

Mothers Day

Man I felt bad this morning, when I totally walked past mum a few times, asked her where something was and sat on the computer for about half an hour. It wasn't untill I looked on Google that I realised it was mothers day!!!!!!! total horror! Even though Mum asked of nothing since she got a new car, I didn't even say Happy Mothers Day!So trying to make it better, I had to quickly make a card on the computer, and then decided to walk down to the deli and get some flowers. Turns out all the good flowers were an extra $1 then I had bought, so I had to buy the last bunch of pink flowers, whcih of course just happened to be half dead. To make it even worse, as I was walking home with them MUM drives past in the car. Gahhhhhh I nearly cried, that was an epic fail. And. when mum got home and I gave her my wilted flowers, with my computer made card, she replies with " If you hadn't got anything, you could have atleast said 'Happy Mothers Day'", which made me feel even worse then I already did.So ofcourse trying not to indicate I had forgotten, I tried to promote that it was a surprise. In the end though, the day was quite nice. Relatives came over and I had a great time with my cousin. I made up for mum by doing chores. I hope she forgives and forgets!

hahah lol, no one reads theseeee, but o well, this is my expressing timmes. WOOOO holidaysss, actually im not that excited the term has gone waaaayy to fast, and i have no plans for the hols. Anywhoo i think inheritence is a bummer, i have inherited my dads stupid blood noseiness when its hot. I had 2 fricken blood noses today. And it means i can't catch the bus home anymore, unless I want a blood nose every day afterschool! annoyed asss!!!^^^^!!!!

Baptism

Well the thing is, i'm kind of struggling to take the courage to get baptised. There are many reasons urging me forwards and many backwards. The thing is to many people will think bits of my story will seem wierd, unusual and freaky and i probably would aswell if I had never gone through it. No one really knows the extent of it. None knows what i'm talking about, people know bits of the story, but its hard to get ur head around, i dont wan't everyone to think im a freak.

stupid reactions

He is a fool. Its alright when your expecting someone that you know close, or someone that you've done something to lash out at you. But unexpected reasons hurt the most. I view you differently, even though you don't care, and i shouldn't care because its not much to anyone else's eyes but, I took it personally and you havn't made an effort to apologise, so why waste my time with you. btw just because I don't react often doesn't mean every person can critiscise. i learnt a song on guitar I AM PROUD of myself!